So, I got a letter from the Open University saying that my assessment has been completed and I have been awarded financial support but, according to the letter, "as the final enrolment date has now passed for your chosen course it is now too late to register." What?! That's not what they said in the email they sent me. They said my reservation would be held open for me until my assessment had been completed! Grargh! I be not best pleased. Particularly since I first made my request for the assessment forms ages and ages ago and the only reason they were so delayed is they took ages and ages to get sent out to me. I be a really very annoyed little wolf. If all else fails I shall now have to enrol in the course that starts in February and I really hate having my progress put back. I can gain it back I suppose if I take an earlier course next year, but there will be a little overlap and it's all just stupidly unnecessary in any case. *growls*

This is not the best time either what with my medical assessment coming up. Heh, my brain can only really cope with irrationally obsessing over one thing at a time so I've not been feeling very good with nerves jumping and down all over the place. Heh, I can always manage to make my life so very pointlessly complicated and difficult. It's a skill of mine. The universe though doesn't seem to be liking me very much at the moment either. Oh I really just want this coming week over with now. Over and done so I can then go hide and spend a couple of days not having to think about anything at all. I hope all this undue stressiness wont be putting back my progress towards becoming a more steadfast kind of creature.

There seems though to be something of a curse on these few days as I have a few friends too that also seem to be having traumas of their own right now, and these be nice people far less deserving of such stupidity than I. Sadly too there isn't a great deal I can do for those that I care about, besides make supportive noises and such. More reasons to be generally infuriated and disliking of the universe and despising of myself. Grr. Well, I just hope there can be some ray of light to shine for my friends and I can get my pointless little challenges over and done with. Playing Diablo II has actually proved to be something of a helpful catharsis, bashing demons with a giant hammer be something of a release. Methinks I may now scamper off and take on a vast herd of demonic cows armed with pikes and halberds. Later I might do a crossword.

Grr, these aren't good days, I'd like to have them over with now please.