Are not things I've ever really been that particulary adept at making. Such is the difficulty of being such a liberally minded creature I suppose! So my pondering today as to whether I should spend a second night with kitty at the carvan, or return here to the flat took a great deal of time and effort. Either would have been ok after all, but I sorted of needed to come back in case there were any messages from the OU or anything, then on the other hand staying would save me having to make the journey out there again tomorrow, to leave enough kibble for the animal to last him over two days whilst I'm at the shop. Then there are thing I still wish to do in town tomorrow, but I could still do those and then go visit kitty, but equally I could leave kitty his food and then go do things in town and then back to my flat. Ach! See, it's difficult! I don't know if perhaps my lack of ability to choose between these two options say anything particularly profound about the somewhat distorted way I sometimes fall into viewing the world? Growing up, the important decisions were most often made for me and so it was perhaps one of those important life skills I didn't properly learn? Umm, maybe.

Anyways, as it was my decision was more or less made for me as I started to get something of a grumpy headache. Partly from all the pointless agonising I was doing but also from the excessively noisy bunch of people on quad bikes tearing up a field across the road. So ironically I found myself returning from the countryside riverbank and back into the town to find the relative peace and quiet that I thought a weekend with my kitty might provide! Still, I did manage to have quite pleasant night, a good deal of it trapped beneath Ozymandias whilst my legs went to sleep. It's an interesting thing how his behaviour does seem to change when left on his own for periods. He's not usually much of a lap cat but when it's been just me visiting he's been quite happy to curl up on top of me. He must miss the human company to some degree. Although not quite so much as last time the humans went aways though it seems. It's only been a few days thus far though I suppose so maybe he will be more excitable at my arrivals and playful in my presences yet as the weeks go by.

Ah well, I shall indeed make a brief visit there again tomorrow to see he's well supplied so I can do my thing at the shop for a bit. Doing the shop and kitty in the same day would not be impossible but it's easier not to. Otherwise I have planned myself an exciting day tidying up my little flat a bit and also scouting round town to see if anywhere will sell me a relatively small vacuum cleaner at a reasonable price. I can use the one out in the hall, but really feel I ought to be getting my own now. Anyways, it's a plan of sorts. As you can see I'm not particularly good at making them but I'm having a go! Who knows, it may yet prove to be something of a productive weekend! I'll get the hang of this living thing one day or another, just you watch! Heh. Still you may yet be pleaed to learn that I am but a word a way from a having a new poem to share. I may lack the basic art for day to day living, but give me a pen and paper and I can yet scrawl a diverting verse or two!